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| 12:18am 15/10/2005 |
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mood:  crazy music: "Are we the Waiting" - Greenday
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Hey there.
I told you that I'd make an entry about my friends. So I did. (Then he gets all indignant on me. Hey's like, hey man, I was just being sarcastic.)
So, heres a shout out to all my friends - in alpha-ma-betical order.
Aaron, Aidan, Alex, Andrew, Andree, Ashley, Brad, Breanna, Brendan, Brenton, Brydie, Chris, Craig. Eleasha, Emily, Eylees, Haylee, Jarrod, Jenna, Jesse, Jessica, Jerrica, Josh, Josh D, Kayla, Kirsty, Kittie. Kyel, Lydia, Michael, Natalie, Richard, Ryan, Ryan B, Simone, Steph, Taylor, Tiarna, Sarah, and Yasmin.
Love you all. Without you, I wouldn't be who I am today. You've been my inspiration, and the reason I'm still alive. Thank you so much. ♥ |
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| 10:39pm 14/10/2005 |
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mood:  sleepy music: "Moonshadow" - Cat Stevens.
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The world begins here ..
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I'm the girl who has laughed, sobbed. loved. cried. smiled. yelled. screamed. sang. And has made it through it all.
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Hello.
I am Alex. I'm very spontaneous. Very spontaneous. I guess I'm average height? I'm not sure. I'd sure like to be taller though. Or shorter. Just, not the hight I am now. If that makes sence.
Music really influences my life. A lot. I couldn't live without it. One song can change my entire mood. Quite frankly, I find that sad. But true.
I like other forms of art too. I like visual arts. I draw sometimes, mostly cause it gives me something to do. I also enjoy writing. I write to get my feelings out, hence this journal.
Do you want my heart? I don't. It's broken. Actually, could you fix it for me? I've run out of glue. I don't think you can live without a heart.
Hey, there's this guy I like, right? Like Likey. He's amazingly funny. We have a lot of inside jokes. You wouldn't understand. Anyway ..
.. I have a lot of friends. Sometimes I lose count. But very few are actually close to me. But I love all my friends. They are the best. I don't think I would be here without them.
I'll write an entry about them. Someday soon. Probably.
I know I'm not very easy to love, but, could you love me anyway?
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In a nutshell ..
I'm the girl who can make people laugh. I'm the girl who is willing to lose everything for one person. I'm the girl who goes under appreciated. I'm the girl who would drop everything for you. I'm the girl who forgives easily, but never forgets. I'm the girl who says 'i love you' freely, but means it everytime. I'm the girl who falls in love easily, but can never fall out. I'm the girl doesn't want to die alone. I'm the girl with a lot of friends, but few she can trust. I'm the girl who likes a close friend, but can't freely admit it. I'm the girl who has put up walls, not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to break them down.
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.. And this is where it ends. |
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